Dil me sab daba chukka kisi se

Baat ni karta mujhko is duniya se

Kucch khas zada fark nahi padta

I Guess

Ye khooni mere andar ek ghar bana ke rehta hai

I feel him

Ye shayd mere sapne hai

Jo mere ayine me mera chehra lete hai

Lo jaan lelo agar ye thik lage

Main shant khada rahu

Yaa fir ek kahi suni baat bana rahu

Kisi ki awaz bana rah ahu

Ye pagal hai jo mere liye

Jaan dene aa jate hai

I see pain ye itna grief

Ye itna bojh jeena chaah te hai

Main mayoos ho jata hu

Jab ye cheese mere saamne aati hai

Aankhe nam ho jati hai

Ratein sona chahti hai

Maa ke taane khati hai

Bas kar yaar

Main layak nahi hu gayak nahi hu

Shayar nai hu waqif nai hu

Shamil nai hu hunhazir nai hu

Mein pagal nai hu yaar mein pagal nai hu

Is janam to shyd mein kisi ke bhi layak nai hun

Thodi daru peene baitha to koi yaad aajae

Kisi bewafa ka call mere phone pe aa jaye

Use itna kosunga ki aankhe uski bhi ho nam

Mere eke k ghoot me suroor aa jaye

Aaj maanlo ke mere sir pe fitoor aa jaye

Behosh hu meri maa ko ye kaun bole

Ke main dukhi tha ya faansi lene wala tha

Meri bahen baithi kosegi ki bhai tu to jeet ghar lane wala tha

Mere liye duniya ek karne wala tha

Pap ki daaru chhurane wala tha

Meri college ki fees dene wala tha

Ab kya hoga un bato ka

Asla me koi kisi ki priksha nahi leta

Sabhi kisi ko kucch nahi mante

 aansu ke aage paise ka wazan hai

shaitaan kea age log bhagwan ke praan de

mana kar khudko

meri jeet me shjamil hone se

yaa to tod de ye nafrat aur abhi

aur abhi hume ek hone de

main likhu jaisa bhi meri

maa ko mujhoe naaz hone de

meri zindigi ko jo bhi shrap mile

usey Deepak singh AKA BELLA ke naam hone de

yaa to mashoor hene de

ya to badnaam hone de

is lahoo ka rang mitt me milke koodha hone de

samaj ki soch ko kuda matt hone de dost

mujhe akela mat chhodh

bacpan se meri sadgi kabbo me nahi hai

Aashiq hu to dhoke khake zinda rehna laazmi bhi hai

Meri shayeri auo jaisi aam nahi hai

Maafi mere guroor

Agar shayeri hai to kisi ki bhi aam nahi hai

Ye tera guroor hai hai ke shayeri aam hoti hai

Local doston se meri baat baat cheet nahi hai

Door ke dosto ke paas chhote bhai ke liye time nahi hai

I feel alon

Main is jung me itna seekh ke

Wapas jane ko ready nai hoon kyuki maine seekha ese logo se jo

Aaj bhi unhi galiyon me hustle kar rahe

Koi nai dost hum jeetenge ek din hum jeetenge

Ye nate tere mere beech me rakh

Kyuki sachchi hai to kadwi hongi you know it

I still wish for Humanity

I still wish for good future

Isse pehle ye sab khudme ladke ho jaye destroy

I blame it on me

I blam in all only on myself

Kyuki rakh banke kisi ke sawal ka jawab to na dunga

Aakhir mar gaya to yakeen rakhna

Mere jaisa kabhi dobara na dunga

Ye haqiqat hai na

Meri qayanaat ko pata hai mera

Naseeb kitna sateek hai na

Mere brain me ek machine hai na

Jo mere dil kin a sune shhhhhhhhhhhh

Bezubani me na rahu zindigi bhar

Suno khuda karo mere sir pe koi aisa karam

Mere jazbaat mujhe har raat

Yun hi koste hai

Inki takleefe kardo khatam

Written By : BELLA